过分

做人不要得寸尽尺。
东西被弄坏了还要我亲自去问来借?
怎么每次都好像是我自己把自己弄到很累而你们却不在乎。

I'm sorry

I can't find a place for me to stand here.

That's why i want to move.

i love you all.

but i just want to move.

Feelings

I watched a video via National Geographic channel yesterday.
It was a video about the nature life of wild animals.
and what touched me is a leopard, a leopard with beautiful spots on it.
The leopard was  hunting a monkey,
but there was a baby monkey holding the mama monkey when the leopard hunted it.
Of course, the mama monkey was dead, and had eaten by the leopard.
but when i felt so pity and scare that the leopard would eat the baby monkey as well,
miracle happened, or maybe love?
The leopard didn't eat it,
but he took care of the baby monkey and took it wherever he went.
At night,
the leopard brought the baby monkey up to the tree to make sure it is safe as a hyena appeared earlier ago.
The leopard worried that the hyena would eat the baby monkey.
when the baby monkey was so naughty and try to move around the tree,
the leopard tried to use its paws to hold the baby monkey not letting it to fall down from the tree.

From the sense of nature,
the leopard shoud have eaten the baby monkey as a carnivores like leopard,
a wild and fierce leopard...just like everybody will think that omg, the baby monkey is dead.
However, this video showed that there is also love in animals,
They also will love the youngers,
They also have feelings.

So, why are we differentiate ourselves as higher level of living organisms?
Or higher level of animals?
Some people even think that we are not animal and feeling that calling ourself an animal is a shame?

This world is unfair,
but at least we don't bully the animals?
many peoples just treat the animals like they don't have feeling,
as they are just an ANIMAL.

but we too, are animals.
just a more smart,
more cruel, more fierce, more selfish animal.

Special one

You are just so special to me :)

I just like chatting and sharing things with you.

I don't know you like it or not, but I thank you. 

Thank you for always be there to listen.

Well, sometime you always "fuyan", may be everytime? Haha.

But it's okay. 

Bestie :)

I'm sorry I've think so much nowadays.

I can't trust you like the way I trusted you before now.

I don't know whether is you changed, or I've changed.

But I still wish that you are my best friend.

We made promise, remember?

Best friend today, tomorrow and always.

I love you bestie :) I wish you do too.

7号房的礼物

这是一部戏。

看了这部戏的人，
都哭肿了眼睛，
哭成了花面猫。

他的剧情，
虽然有好多不合逻辑的地方...
“ 警察无法无天？”
“ 囚犯可自由进出牢房？”
“ 警务人员可让小孩与囚犯自由接触？”

但这些都不是重点。

重点是那拥有着天使般心灵，
爸爸对女儿的那种爱戴。

世上只有妈妈好，
所有人都会唱。
世上只有爸爸好，
真的只是我们后来为了让爸爸也有首歌，
而随便改了“妈妈”成了“爸爸”的一首歌。

我爱我的妈妈，
也爱我的爸爸。
不过，
今天就暂时让爸爸当主角吧，妈 =)

爸爸，
我很少对我您说“我爱你”，
我也很少对你好像对妈妈那样，
事事撒娇，
事事报告，
时时表达我对你的爱。
不过我真的爱您。

您平时的“假装”不关心，
我们已看穿。
你平时装得酷酷的，
不过在我们眼里，
好帅！

我不善于像对妈妈那样对您表达我的爱。
不过我真的好爱您哦爸爸！
您要永远健康下去，
让我们好好孝顺您。

妈，我也好爱您哦！
您也要和爸爸一起永远健康。
让我们孝顺孝顺您！

女儿好想您们。

家心
11月22日
凌晨 1点52分

FEAR

i had experienced one accident per week.

last week, 

i fell down on the bus, 

i hurt my backbone,

i hurt my neck.

It's terrible but what happened today is more ...

After today's chemistry tutorial,

as usual,

i laughed like mad,

i joked around when walking down the stairs to take the bus back home.

When i was walking down the stairs,

suddenly, i felt something was moving on my hair.

At first, i thought it was just leaves or something that is not ALIVE stucked on my hair,

so, i used my hand to move it down.

However, when i first touched the so thought "non-ALIVE" thing,

OH MY GOD!

I scream like mad, 

i threw all my bags and file on the floor as i thought that thing was still on me.

I scream as if the sky is falling.

Then, while screaming, 

i saw that thing was on my other friend shoulder,

Although i knew that it is not on ME anymore, 

but i felt the disgust when touching it just now.

ARGHHH....

My friend STEADILY removed the thing on his shoulder with the help of the tutor's "rottan".

So, it's the end of the end of the world.

OK,

you got me today,

little cute,

PRAYING MANTIS.